Jun 14 2009

Galapagos pictures are up!

Category: pictures, traveljkt @ 21:10

After a lengthy delay, I have finally started sorting out the holiday pictures.

The Galapagos trip ones are viewable on facebook: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=117770&id=564050986&l=c09cabe80d


Jun 12 2009

My daughter, Stephanie.

Category: biographical, childrenjkt @ 06:55

9 years ago today, the 12 June 2000, my daughter Stephanie died at the hands of her mother. She was 26 months old.

I rarely talk about her. She was born before a law which granted automatic parental responsibility to fathers who were listed on the birth certificate came into effect, and her mother and mother’s family refused me access. I hadn’t been allowed to see her since she was 9 months old.

For the longest time I was very angry; with myself for not trying to do more, and with the people around me. Eventually I saw what an impact that anger was having on my life and I started to let go. Now it’s replaced with a sadness when I think of her, but I’d rather that.

After her death, I couldn’t comprehend having any more children. I wanted a vasectomy. Thankfully the NHS wouldn’t touch me, and rightly so: agreeing to that kind of operation on someone who’s obviously grieving for their child would have been wrong; the NHS do get it right some times. I wasn’t in a position to go private either.

A number of years later, I met Emma. We were together 3 years before we had Zachary. Even though Stephanie’s death wasn’t SIDS, I had a deep seated fear, probably more than most parents, that he would die too.

I wanted to get him a sleep apnea alarm – one of those mats which alerts you when it detects your child has stopped breathing – but after long discussions with Emma, and others, I realised that I shouldn’t project my fears onto Zachary. It wouldn’t be healthy for either of us.

Here we are now in 2009. Zachary’s a happy and healthy little boy, who’s loved by all who meet him. Just thinking about him brings a smile to my face.

Nowadays life flies by, but not a day goes past where I don’t think about my daughter, Stephanie.

note: I wrote this, not for sympathy, but because after nine years I feel I am at last ready to talk about Stephanie to more than just my closest friends and family. If anyone wants to talk to me about her, you are welcome to. I request though that no-one adds comments to this post.


Jun 11 2009

A comment which made me laugh.

Category: biographicaljkt @ 10:45

I received this compliment today:

“Your writing style is sometimes (the way I see it) a combination of brevity, bluntness and maybe, a whiff of sarcasm delivered with a fair degree of panache”


Jun 10 2009

Dancing Queen – 20090609

Category: dancejkt @ 06:58

That time of the week again.

Due to over exertion on Monday evening, I wasn’t sure my foot was going to be up to an hour of prancing, but I didn’t want to miss another week so headed along to the class. Same as last week, I skipped the ‘brigding the gap’ class with Mark and only attended the improvers class, this week with Jim as the teacher.

A number of girls had leveled-up from the beginners (cue suitable gamer geek level-up sound effects), and the ratio of men-women was far better than last week – 8:6. With Jim doing a credible impression of a girl, only one person sat out on each rotation.

The routine introduced a couple of new pieces, and this week’s was:
mambo, cross-body open, lady’s right turn, men’s half left (while keeping hold of the hands), hand swap leading to another half left, head comb to close position, cross body.

All the dances were fun, everyone smiling and having a good time. I was complimented on my lead a couple of times, and one partner was disappointed when we had to rotate and she got someone else; that does wonders for self confidence :)

After being unsure last time I had Jim as a teacher, I’m now convinced. His way of breaking down the steps works for me, and he’s a real enthusiasm for teaching, and obviously cares that his students are picking things up. Hopefully I’ll see more of him.

Roll on next week, wherein Mark will be demonstating his new l33t CSS skills, and I’ll be avoiding conversations about old shows on Channel 4.


Jun 03 2009

Dancing Queen – 20090602

Category: dancejkt @ 07:05

My first lesson after going to Peru and after my failed attempt last week when I got a puncture on route to the hall.

I skipped Mark’s ‘bridging the gap’ class as I wasn’t feeling confident enough, and took the opportunity to grab thirty minutes kip before heading out. Errands being run before, and completing much quicker than expected, meant I arrived at the halls 30 mins before the lesson was meant to start. I took the opportunity to have a lengthy chat with Imogen.

Due to scheduling conflicts with the usual teacher(s), we had a new couple teaching this week, Mike and Mel.

When the class started, it was apparent that during my near eight week haitus, my entire class had moved up a level, meaning new people to meet and dance with. Awesome. But that, unfortunately, was the best bit of the lesson.

The routine being taught was:
Cross-body inside turn, copa check (aka, in-and-out), head comb, cross body, copa-check variation (not checking the hip, maintaining hand contact, leading out with the right), guy’s half turn, girl’s turn/guy’s half turn.

The main problem was the boy to girl ratio. There were three girls initially, and seven guys. After about thirty minutes, one of the girls dropped out, meaning a 6:2 ratio. This resulted in tired women (who didn’t have a break at all) and a lot of bored guys.

This could have been alleviated somewhat if Mel had danced more with the students (she did for perhaps 5 turns, but for the rest of the hour, danced only with Mike). It would have been almost perfect if Mike had too (given all the other instructors I’ve had could do both the guys and girls moves), but no, apparently it was more important for them to demonstrate the moves continuously so we had something to follow. On that basis, I don’t know how classes with only one teacher cope…

Secondly, it was a real struggle to hear Mike talk. Initially I thought it was just my problematic hearing, but after the third person had approached and said they couldn’t hear, I knew it was a more general issue.

Something positive to say about the teaching: Mike, when I could hear him, communicated the moves along with timing in a way I understood, breaking down what happens on what beat etc. I liked that.

Overall I left feeling frustrated and disappointed with the evening. If things aren’t better next week, I’ll take a couple of private classes from Mark, and jump up to his class. I told him this, well, what I actually said was, ‘I’ll probably grab a couple of your privates in the next week or so.’ Freudian slip? I’ll admit to nothing ;)


Jun 02 2009

Samba server migration

Category: consultancyjkt @ 07:08

A week ago, a client reported one of their Samba servers was dying. The console was spewing disk errors on one of the partitions, and the machine wasn’t responding.

As a quick fix, because I couldn’t get in right away, and they didn’t have spare machines available, I formatted the problematic partition, and restored the data from the previous night’s backup.

Roll on to last night, the new server had arrived, had a memory and processor upgrade installed and was ready for configuration.

The primary concern was getting Samba working correctly, and also the user authentication via Active Directory.

Configuration of this is now fairly straight forward, and was completed fairly quickly, however the smb.conf file copied from the old machine wasn’t working with group permissions.

An example share, from the old config:
[Public]
comment = Public
path = /home/samba/public
browseable = yes
valid users = @colleagues
public = no
writable = yes
printable = no
create mode = 0664
directory mode = 0775
force group = colleagues

I was getting NT_STATUS_ACCESS_DENIED errors. The old server was running version 3.0.23 and the new one 3.0.28a.

Google yielded no results, other than requests for full debug logs to be emailed offlist. Frustrating.

Thinking about it over night, the solution came: fully qualify the groups which are allowed access. The updated share definition was:
[Public]
comment = Public
path = /home/samba/public
browseable = yes
valid users = @DOMAIN\colleagues
public = no
writable = yes
printable = no
create mode = 0664
directory mode = 0775
force group = colleagues

And this worked.

Now to migrate the remaining services…


Jun 01 2009

ebook reader update.

Category: geekjkt @ 06:33

After speaking to a number of people about the pros and cons of various readers, I plumped for the Sony Reader.

The clincher is its ability to display pdfs without having to email them to Amazon to get converted (at a cost). The majority of what I read, ebook wise, at the moment comes in the form of pdf, so this is important. I had read, however, that pdfs in 8×11 format didn’t display quite right, but I decided to risk it.

While in Greenwich yesterday, I spotted a Waterstones and went to take a look at the device.

It’s great; small, light, the screen’s easy to read, and despite not being touch screen, I think using the buttons will become second nature. It has also been reduced in price in the last week from £229 to £199. Win.

The only annoying thing is it comes in a tan coloured leather wallet. Tan! So that’s another £25 spent on a black one.

Initial impressions are good. While not officially supported on OS X, it presents as a USB mass storage device and any documents dropped onto the drive are immediately readable.

I’m going to enjoy this toy.


Jun 01 2009

Galapagos – Day 5 (final day)

Category: traveljkt @ 06:13

Our final bit of a day on the boat. As we’d been anchored all night, it was a restful night sleep. The passing shot from Mauricio was the 0530 alarm. Not a single lay in all trip! Boo! In usual fashion, I woke thirty minutes before and spent a while reading on the upper deck.

After a one minute dingy ride, and a dry landing, we arrived on land at North Seymore Island. The main purpose of this trip was to see the breeding grounds of the Frigate bird.

These are beautiful birds, who were in the mood for lurve. The males, when courting, inflate their gula pouches (I’ve coined them ‘throat nuts’; Reagan prefers ‘throat scrote’); a gula pouch is a bright read sack under their beaks (I seem to have misplaced my pictures of the last day, arse. Will post later.).

Not long after we landed, we had to make our way back over to the boat in order to get to the airport on time for our flight. We were a short, ~30 min, journey from Baltra Island.

When we’d come to a stop, and before disembarking, a small dinghy laden with gun wielding men headed in our direction. Could they be pirates, coming to pillage us? But no, it was just the President of Ecuador, Rafael Correa. So I did what any self respecting British tourist would do: waved like a loon, until he waved back.

At the airport we found there was a long wait for our flight. Luckily for the staff on the boat, they’d booked into the earlier flight so had no hanging around. Lucky them.

The flight back to Quito was uneventful, and once there, we started preparing for the next leg of our trip: The Inca Trail.


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